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STRESS.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
♥ 8:48 PM

Lately My life is getting complicated. Woah N lvls is torturing me. STUDY STUDY STUDY.
I KNOW I HAVE TO PASS MY N lvls. T.T I am trying my best. I HOPE I WILL NOT LET MY BESTIES DOWN..

Wells. My LIFE IS AS USUAL. Nothing new. LOL. Go to school, than to home or either play soccer all. But i will have to go home early than do revision. BORING LIFESTYLE UH?? HOW I WISHED I CAN REWIND MY TIME??? )): MY GREATEST ENEMY IS THE TIME. ARGHS SERIOUSLY IT IS KILLING ME. Sob sob

Btw Shidah is excited about the upcoming BIG DAY ON SUNDAY. (: Thanks to me uh, Support and invited our classmates & teachers for it. hahahas. Wells Shidah had been mi bestie since Sec 1 and will nvr let her down.

Secondly Suba is one of my BESTIE. Keep askin me to study hard & dun give up. My life is like a game. Winner succed. Loser will keep tryin til it is ACHIEVED. She want me to go poly. LOL. If i pass my N lvls SHE OWN ME A TREAT UH. HAHAS. FOR THAT I GOTTA TO WORK DAMN HARD FOR IT. (: NOT GIVING UP. SECRET TO SUCCESS IS DUN GIVE UP.


Never Look Back..
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
♥ 5:32 PM

Wells today i am lazy to post a blog. Instead i will compose a poem (:


Never look back at the wrong you've done,
Because that wrong you can't undo.
Just look ahead at the goodness of God,
And he will bring joy to you.

Never look back at failures you've had,
Because they probably weren't failures at all.
Just realize you are made in the image of God-
Like a mountain you will stand tall.

Never look back at what you should have done-
On these thoughts your mind you should rid.
Just ask God to guide you day to day,
Then you can proudly say what you did.

Never look back at moments of pain,
Because the only one that will hurt is you.
Just keep your mind on the love of God,
And watch your gray skies turn blue.

Never look back at material lost,
Because nothing material ever lasts.
But the things that God will give to you,
Nothing material can surpass.

Never look back for what no longer exists,
Because you won't find it anywhere.
Just keep your eyes on the love of God-
Look around you it is always there.





Secret to Success. (:

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Early Morning Surprises.. (:
Monday, March 9, 2009
♥ 6:58 PM

Waking up early morning has become daily habit to me. hahahas. Soon i step out of my house. I will usually msg my close friends to wake them up. They labelled me as their alarm clock. hahas.
What a good friend i am indeed uh.

Wells lately i nvr msged all my friends, they all like wth no more alarm messages alre uh. In fact i am lazy to use my hp lately. SORRY PALS )): I would rather play my psp and listen mp3 songs while on the way to school. So ya this moorning i woke up, & YOU KNOW WHAT I DID?? The minute i step out from my home. I messaged to my closest EVIL FRIEND which her name is ANU. hahas. My sotong darling. ((: She loves sotong sambal so ya i label her as sotong & she love me too (:. tat how sotong darling is formed. lol So ya, she was freaking surprised that i messaged her out of blue which she nvr expected it also. It had been long time since i last msg her. hahas IMY alot (: In fact she told me i made her day today. I cheer her up. hahas I am honoured indeed. Chatted with her thru out the school hours. What a good chat we had after so long time (: ANUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMY SOTONG DARLING (: IMY & ILY ((:

Another bad news...
Grrr. I had tried my best, but still so so. My results was shown today. I PASSED SCIENCE WHILE OTHERS WERE 30s ~ 40s. Arghs.. STILL CONSIDER FAILED. I GOTTA TO WORK HARDER. I know i had tried my best. I still got few more exams to go. I WILL HAVE TO PUSH MYSELF TO THE EXTREME & tat is the reason i dun wanna to be attached for now til after my N lvls. But i will still love her alot. It is the matter of patience. If she understand me, she will wait for me )):
VERYY STRESS LATELY. No time for anything or give myself in. NOT GIVING UP TIL AFTER N lvls. I gotta to prove the teachers that i can do it. Verii tired already.

To stay focus & to strive for better grades in N lvls.

That all for day.

Deadly AikiO Larh Seyy is dooming, Under going N lvls stress. & i am sure that HE would save me from diasters. I will pray to HIM sincerely and EXCEL WELL (:

Subway & Mac.. LOL
Saturday, March 7, 2009
♥ 9:44 PM

Oh myy.. I never had such a good sleep this morning when my mum came to my room and woke me up. WHAT SERIOUSLY SHE SPOILT MY SLEPT. Had a dream, Was into the wonderland fighting with all the obstacles watching myself growing. LOL DREAMT TOO MUCH. YOU KNOW WHAT MY MUM WAKE ME UP FOR? TO ATTEND MY COUSIN WEDDING. LOL. Tot was night wedding seh. So i quickly Ate my breakfast & changed into formal dress code Set of to my granny place.

When i reached there, all my cousins was there already by there. I was abit late. hahas.
Than set off to the wedding place, met up with my other relatives. Saw alot pretty chicks sadly all are my COUSINS. zzzzz HOW TO FLIRT? LOL. Suddenly out of blue i saw mi ex there. I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. SERIOUSLY I NEVER EXPECT HER TO BE THERE. She is on the bride side while i am on the groom side. SO ARE WE RELATED?? I HOPE NOT. DONT WAN TO BE REMINDED OF THE PAST.. zzzz... Not bad she look. SHE STILL LOOK AS USUAL. haha but she grow long hair alre.. hmmm. Cant be bothered. IGNORE HER THE WHOLE DAY.

After wedding, Met up my dad to buy a present for my mum which her bday is tomorrow. Walked around compass point for so long & planned to buy a polo tee for her. LOL. ISERIOUSLYDUNNOWHATTOBUY. lol. After buyin, bought Mac for my lunch den my dad bought subway. I was like tempted so ask my dad to buy for me also. My dad look at me. lol. His face like O.o hahas. Cute sia my daddy. ANYWAYS I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU DADDY. MY BEST DAD I HAD. && Sorry for the past i had done to do. )): My mum is also the BEST. Understanding & cared for me although i was BAD. I meant it. SERIOUSLY SPOILT BRAT. hahas. SO my dad without hesistant bought me subway meal also. WOAH 2 MEALS FOR DINNER?? I AM FREAKING CRAZY.. Munch munch.. mmmmm YUMMY . Never had good meal for so long. haha Same old boring food all these while. hahas. THANK YOU DADDY FOR DINNER. (: Came home and did up with my coursework. TIRING SEY. WHAT TO DO. MUST PASS N lvls. NOTHING SHOULD COME ACROSS MY PATH. STAY FOCUS & EXCEL WELL..

That all for today.
Scream for DEADLY AIKIO LARH SEYY & I WILL MAKE YOU FAMOUS.. (:

Sprained my ankle.. >.<
Thursday, March 5, 2009
♥ 6:36 PM

WHAT KIND OF DAY TODAY IS?
SO TIRED AFTER GETTING OFF FROM MY BED. But no choice had to go school. Did my daily routine and left home for school. Dragged myself to school. Wells. THE JOKE OF THE DAY. During our national anthem, after our majulah singapura song & next was the pledge right? Instead i go say the pupil creed and my friends gave me a weird look, i wondered what wrong uh? DEN I REALISED IT WAS THE PLEDGE NOT THE PUPIL CREED. WTH SO EMBRASSING SEYY.. Arghs. Than all my friends laughed and me meanwhile they also understand i was freaking tired. hahas. During recess, i met up my F&N teacher and ask her how the ca1 marks will be added. She said that my coursework together with my class test will be added for my ca1 marks. I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL.I HAVENT FINISH MY COURSEWORK YET LEH. The lessons were as usual. Slightly boring but i tried stay awake thru out the whole day. Grrr i slept during my english lesson and my form teacher who is also my english teacher constantly keep waking me up. LOL. After school,Rahmat came up to me and told me he kenna problem with the office again for fight. WTH Had he n0t learnt his lesson? Recently we kenna caned & i was caned too. LOL. & we promised to our DM that we would stop fighting all. Meanwhile my friends and me wanted to have a friendly soccer match. While playing street soccer, YOU KNOW WHAT. I SPRAINED MY ANKLE. GODDAMNIT. hahas. Normally Anu would tell me if i sprained my leg or what, dont come & complain to her.. LOL. What a EVIL FRIEND I HAD. hahaha.
Rushed back home, Ate my lunch & smoked few sticks. SO LONG I NEVER SMOKE. SERIOUSLY I CAN GET OVER MY SMOKING HABIT but then it is fun to smoke. LOL. RETARD ME RIGHT UH (: After resting, did my coursework & finally finished it. SO RELIEF.

Now i am waiting for her to online seyy. Yesterday she keep asking me whose msg i was waiting for. In fact i was waiting for her msg. But her hp kenna confiscated. Sad sad )): I SERIOUSLY ADORE HER & HER SMILES MADE ME GOES WONDERS AND HIGH. BUT I AM NOT PREPARED FOR NEXT RELATIONSHIP. I WANNA TO FOCUS MY STUDIES. Maybe after my N lvls i shall propose to you if we are meant to be.

Wells tat all for today.

Trust No One Fear No One.

A tiring day.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
♥ 9:44 PM

Woah.. i am too tired and lazy to write something for today..

i shall summarize my today activites.
Yesterday i did my physics test & i thought i would failed it as i barely study for it. LOL

Today i was so surprised my teacher marked to paper so fast and gave out to my class. I thought i would confirm failed it. So my teacher placed my paper on my table & didnt bother to look at it. Continued chatting with my classmate which was sitting behind did very well. I was like so envy. So good marks sia. In the end i have to see my results what. So i saw my paper & I WAS FREAKING SURPRISED THAT I SCORED 19 out of 30 marks. I NVR EXPECTED IT ALSO EITHER. I leaped for joy. hahahas. WEEEHOOOOO.. My teacher patted on my back and asking me to keep it up and improve for better grades. Was happy for the whole day. (:

After school g0t to stay back as we had school excursion to Army musuem. VERY INTERESTING. Ok larh n0rt bad seyy. ahahas.
Enjoyed the whole day. Shall update the pictures tml which i took it (:

After school, we came back like around 6pm. Than hurried down to have my haircut & i guess the barber is sucha a NOOB. Anyhow cut my hair sia. Grrrr.. But g0rt tail. LOL Happy liao. hahas.
That all for fols. Freaking tired and i am semi sleepy and doing this blog.
See ya.

WHAT A RELIEF DAY.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
♥ 6:39 PM

Oh my.. Today was 3rd march and it is my court sentence today. I was terrified and not knowing what to do next. ALL I TOLD MYSELF TO KEEP CALM AND EVERYTHING WILL GO FINE TODAY. But than it had made a GREAT IMPACT in my life.

I left my home and headed to school. Everything goes fine there today. I was just smiling all the way like nothing had happen. Suddenly out of blue my mum msged me regarding about my new case, i was like WHAT THE HELL. Cos i know i wouldn't committed it & WORST SHE MSGED ME WILL I WAS HAVING MY PHYSICS TEST. I TOTALLY MOOD OUT & WAS AT LOSS. I kept thinking to myself as it could be mistaken identify.. Aiseh Spoiled my mood for the whole day. I was worried sick about it. As new officer called my mum and ask me to come to Yishun Police Station i was like =.='''. During recess i spoke to DM about it. He said it confirm could be mistaken identify. He was very supportive for me. Thanks & hat off to him. Wells after recess, I tried to stay awake during my last few lessons. My Form Teacher came and massage my shoulder & keep asking me try to stay awake. Honoured uh? hahahas. Nice Form Teacher indeed. (:

So i was 1.50pm, School ended & as usual lepak at canteen awhile. Minutes past by, my mum msg me saying she is waiting for me at the bus stop. So hurriedly rushed down to meet her. And i keep on asking her what is happening. She also dunno what is going on either. FUCKED UP UH. Put a long face thru out the journey and keep mumbling to myself where it had gone wrong.
Upon reaching, met up with my dad & he asked me if i was hungry anot. I told him i wasn't in the mood to eat either. We went to the station. And spoke to the officer about the case. He called me and want to talk with me personally.After talkin with me, he show me a video clip, I ALMOST LAUGHED OUT. And the officer also. YOU KNOW WHY? IT WAS THE MISTAKEN IDENTIFY. LMAO. I heaved a sigh and smiled up. (: Was glad that it wasnt me. So that case was CLOSED. I LEAPED FOR JOY. My other officer called up my mum to sy that the other case would be POSTPONED. WHAT ANOTHER JOY FOR ME. WOOOHOOO.. Head down to Northpoint & had heartly meal together with my family. My parents never seen a such a happiness on my face today. As i was gloomy all the while. NOW REALLY SO HAPPY.

Another thanks to Anu for my blog edits (: * winkz *
lalalalalas.
That all for folk (:


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